• Yes, I do have had lots of chaos to be dealing with these days. And I felt profoundly sadness and solitude whenever I found I was misunderstood that I have not been capable to solve it myself. But, overall, I enjoy the scent of appreciation coming from deep inside my heart.

    I am still the girl.

    The girl fulfills imagination towards love and future, though disguised herself a little bit due to the glamour city was not so perfect as her previous thought. Having gone though a fully 4 seasons witness, I found I survive finally. Finally!

     With all the tear I cried, all the disappointment and all the failure, the girl still stands up straight facing everything gonna happen. I did feel sick of some people who hurt others in a so-called gentle way. I was trying to be fake, but I had a hard time in doing that.  I also figured out the fact that I can hardly appeal any gentlemen that I wonder whether I should adjust my character with some attractive elements. However, they turned out to be just a waste of  passion and time , so ok I just have given up doing stupid things which is not a  returnable investment in every aspects.

    I am going on very very well. I miss my friends all the time. You are unquestionably one of the most important parts makes me whole. But , it is the moment that I gonna see more and study more. Miss you

  • a day of mine

    2006-09-21

    我的一天919

    九一八纪念日的后一天,照样是灾难~

    610~740

    起床,快手快脚将该做的做好,打开绝对理性化的power point 页面,把今天ja 预想的讲课内容做出来,满怀热情,精神满满,大步流星地上学去。

    800~930

    大英,这老师最大的力量就是让你本来满满的生命值降到最低的水平,上完课唯一能做的就是走出教室的门口,而脑子一片空白。

    1005~1145

    美女LISA的课,本人很喜欢她,因为觉得她的口音很好听,而且人真的很单纯。因为上节课的折磨,实在已经没有精力去享受她为我们准备的种种,实在是对不起。。。。

    11:50~1250

    回寝室准备,换衣服,准备讲稿,准备ppt,心里面好紧张,一切仿佛都在控制之外,出门了,又发现东西忘带了,狂奔回寝室,等队员。

    1:10~2:40

    等公车和坐公车,和一个大四的学姐谈谈八卦,果然女生在财大的思想和遭遇都很相像,从刚开始到快要结束的校园生活,都弥漫着淡淡的无奈与失望,在外人看来即势力又现实的表面下,那颗心都被忽略了。

    250~315

    到了梅陇中学,小小的一间学校,不过给人感觉整整有条的,心里很忐忑,毕竟我是组长,而且组员都比我年纪大,脑子又开始空白,把课室布置好,小朋友慢慢地走进了这个教室。

    我们被预先告知今天不需要讲课,我的努力有点白费了的感觉,不过就这样说,小孩子也许不能接受吧。

    3:15~4:30

    我这个烂人用巨烂无比的普通话主持着,我发现大声说话是这么累的事情,而下面的小朋友一点都不为所动,继续十分激动地讨论,站在台上,感情很复杂,原来当年的我们就是这个模样~

    435~530

    讨论下节课的分工,我们四个人在聚齐只有在最后一节课了,不过和牛人在一起工作的感觉针的很好,能学到很多,我真的很累了,整个人开始有垮掉的感觉。收到学弟短讯,说要和我吃饭看电影,这家伙和我当时真的很像,问题小孩,所以我就算再累都不想要他失望。

    545~7:00

    轻轨果然快多了,天已经黑了,快步走回学校,脑子依然一片空白。

    715~900

    和学弟吃饭,顺便等开场,我们看九点半的“夜宴”。去了间叫“mago”的韩国料理,安静的环境很不错,发现小朋友真的很小朋友,不过和他在一起不用顾念太多东西,都几好,虽然真是很累,不过很有成就感~

    930~1145

    “夜宴“的本质就像”无极“,给我的感觉都是浪费钱的东西,我不喜欢,而且本人最讨厌杀人流血的场面。这套片子给我的感觉有点像81年版的阿瑟王,而且根本没有那片子好看。浪费我的感情和时间。

    1200~1230

    终于有一点点个人的时间了,不过没感想了

     

    I was delighted by

    1.小朋友们对我说“老师再见”,心里面的感动很俗地说,有种骄傲的喜悦。

    2.这个纯属虚荣,有人误以为学弟是我男朋友,想想大概六年没有被人这样说了,误认一下,证明我是个喜欢男人的女人而已。

     

     

  • THE CEREMONY OF REALITY

    REALITY DEPENDS ON THE POINTS OF VIEW FROM PEOPLE

    I MET A HARD TIME CURRENTLY THAT MADE ME THINK LIKE AN ADULT FACING PRESSURE FROM DIFFERENT ASPECTS.I WAS KICKED OUT FROM THE ASSOCIATION WHICH I EXPOSED MYSELF 100% ON IT.THE MOMENT I GOT TO KNOW THIS NEWS , I JUST FELT FROZEN WITHOUT ANY SO-CALLED REATION IN MY BRAIN.I CAN GET WHY I WAS DUMPED LIKE TRASH.BUT I ADJUSTED MY EMOTIONS BY AVOIDING THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING RELATED TO IT.

    KEEPING MYSELF DEVOICED OF REALITY, I COULD NOT SAY BYE TO MY SINCERE FRIENDS WHO CARED ABOUT ME SO MUCH, THOUGH I FELT A BIT OF HURT FROM THEIR QUESTIONS ABOUT WHY I FAILED TO STAY IN THE ASSOCIATION. THANKS TO YOUR LOVE FOR PERKING ME UP, I WILL BEHAVE LIKE WHAT I AM AS I ALWAYS BE.

    I THINK ABOUT THE REASON WHY I WAS REFUSED. IT’S COMPLICATED TO GUESS OTHERS’ MINDS THAT I WAS TRAPPED FIRSST WHICH MADE ME SO UPSET.I STEP UP FOR EVERY TASKS REGARDLESS HOW HARD IT MEANT TO ME. I TREATED EACH OF MY COLLEAGES WITH MY TRUE HEART.WERE I DOING SOMETHING THAT MADE THE NEW CHAIRPERSON ANNOYED?I CANN’T STOP MYSELF FROM THINKING STAFFS LIKE THESE. I WAS TOTALY COMFUSED BY THIS SO-CALLED REALITY.

    HOWEVERI CAME TO BE CONCIOUS THAT THINGS WERE SEEMED CLEAR.THE MATTER OF IMPOSSIBILITES TO CHANGE GAVE ME INSPRIATION THAT ALL I CAN DO WAS TO ACCEPT AND WENT ON MY LIFE. IT’S WORTHLESS THINKING ABOUT THINGS HAD BEEN .THIS THRORY IS COMMONLY RECOGNIZED BUT HARD TO PUT INTO PRACTISE.

    FOR EXAPLE, MY AFFECTION TO A PERSON WHO HAD GIVEN UP ME INVESTS IN VAIN, BUT I FEEL COMFORTABLE TO FANTASY. IS IT STUPID? MAYBE. SOWHAT~

    I GET TO KNOW AND GIVE HIM UP, THEN ANOTHER GOES ON TO LOVE ME. WHAT I WANT IS BEING WITH PERSON WHO I LIKE. IS THAT MEANT FALLING IN LOVE? IF YOU SEE IT IN REALITY, THERE IS NOTHING ABOUT LOVE WITHOUT YOUR TRUE FEELING. I HAVE SOMEONE TO CHERISH, BUT I DON’T WANT TO HOLD HIM AS MINE. SO THE CONCLUDTION IS EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU.

        I WISH YOU CAN FIND YOUR HEART FELT LOVE AND THE REALITY IN YOUR LIFE.

      

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

                                   

  • 我爱图书馆

    2006-09-04

    食堂考察小记

     

    1.  食堂通风系统有待改善,我在食堂全程都被浓重的油烟味熏得全程神志不清,虽然这是使人对饭菜产生幻觉的好方法,可长久下去治标不治本啊~

     

    2.  员工服务态度过于认真,我安静的全程有不同的工作者在我身旁穿长而过,拍苍蝇的尤为投入,差一点点就拍到我的书上,不过当然小苍蝇是逃不过的了,遇上这么尽责的工作者,就认了吧.

     

     

    3.  灯光亮度与阳光取得了不错的平衡,因为坐在玻璃的旁边,所以全程都享受着阳光的恩赐,所以以玻璃为外墙的却是节电的好措施,值得赞扬。

    4。思想面貌在不断提高,下午清洁工作完毕后,一众人员整齐的聚拢到一起,接受领导的爱国主义教育,要如何更好的为教师和学生服务,不过天天开这样的会也只有现在的成效,那值得检讨一下。

  • 又要去修行

    2006-09-03

    回了上海很有修行的感觉,天气非常难受,吃的又难以下咽,感情生活有一团糟,本来的信念又被那讨厌的模考强抢了,还要假装自己很好,累啊~

    真的无心向学,好好休息了几天,尝试让自己多接触外面的世界,机缘巧合,认识了一群很友好的人,还有一个广东的学长。不知道是不是压抑太久了,和他讲了超多的东西,搞到我开始有点不好意思,好像给他带来了点麻烦。对他有点愧疚之外,觉得心情好了好多了,可能同我放下了一件背了六年的包袱有关吧。调整好心情,明天开始新一轮的学习~

    明天要去饭堂占各有利位置,你看,饭堂还有抢位置,真的~

  • just for exercise

    2006-08-30

    What’s love mean to you?

    Today is Chinese valentines which is a special day for lovers, but today is also the birthday of a precious friend of mine.

    Enjoy, you all!

    I think a lot about a person who is so far away, and I become realized what love meant to me.

    Love is the feeling you want to cherish someone, regardless whoever and whenever he or she is. Though it’s unnecessarily holding this emotion on a person abiding in my life, it’s hard to let the affection go in a short period.

     Being emotional animal which spins off substantial imagination over trifles, I want to get rid of this stupid behavior that I can get back to normal trace. However, I do think it’s absolutely too sophisticated to do so. When the ambivalent stuff comes to me, lame excuses appear to let me sink in the profound morose.

    The sensation deep in my heart is operating furtively which will now bother you anymore, but every moment involving you will be well preserved without hesitation.

    Hey, take care.

  • 心都快碎了

    2006-08-28

    这几天我的身体出现了很奇怪的现象

    可能就是所谓的

    人懒病

    睡醒又想再睡

    可能身体虚弱的时候

    心理也不怎么健全

    看到有个朋友对自己很灰心

    想与世隔绝的去好好学习

    觉得心快要碎

    穿高跟鞋穿到两只脚好像在打补丁

    鼓励自己说:这样可以漂亮些

    涂药的时候想,现在痛了,以后就可以以另一种海拔去看世界

    自己的事可以用我愚蠢的视角去看

    但是对于那些我很在乎的人

    我却没有能力带给他们我低俗的快乐

    很感激这段时间曾经夸我普通话的

    各位帅哥美女

    下次有空

    在夸夸我的英文

    准备好噢

  • high heel daily1

    2006-08-25

    It’s said that ,good shoes lead you to a good place.

     I bought a pair of high heel this Monday.

    I belive that I need something to cheer me up, it may work.

    However, it brought me something rather than the feeling of mature.

    There are six blisters on my feet which is weird and ungly.

    Mum told me this was a natual period of the beauty-persuit ,so I had to go through it.

    It’s not a big deal ~

    But it is still very hurt.

     

  • contempt breadtalk

    2006-08-22

    Disappointed by breadtalk.

    I went to buy some bread in breadtalk where located in raffles departmant store.

    I was so thrilled for tasting the break I am longing for a long time.

    It was supposed to be a special part describing how fantastic it was.

    However, after finishing them all, I found kinds of deceived feeling came up to me..

    It’s said that if something imported to china, it always transforms into another things.

    P&g , a house-known toliet products brand, use successful marketing stractigies to get

    Chinese consumers’ agree, however, comparing with the same product from china and abord,

    Chinese one is obviously tertiary.

    May be there is a tips for foreign investors,

     good locaton and porpuse marketing can make

    You lots of money.

     

     

  • blank

    2006-08-20

    Make a schedule, write a timeline, but I don’t know what I am doing.

     

    Keep telling myslef to be conscientious,but why I have to so cruel to the 19-year old girl. (adorable!!!)

     

    whenever I lay down to sleep a strange feeling occour to me, in particular in the period I am in shanghai, which asks me “what do you want exactly?”.

    As a audlt , I have responsibility to contribute to my future, just like collecting the capital for in case. With humble parentage, I know it will be tough adapting the sociaty by my own ability,

    I am afraid of being deadweight.there are so many things i have to think about, eg.how to get an ideal job, how to maintain my friendship well....

     So, I keep learning different things. I still feel very comfused with my future.what I can do is try my best.

    However, I am just a girl who have common hobbies and favourate as other girls. Today is

     Sunday, but I didn’t go to church. I just sit in front of my wholedesk books and staring at them.

     I know it’s time to do something else that makes me happy~

    I am planning to do some shopping and eating tomorrow, which always is a good idea gaining weight, ok the last time>-<

    I will tell you what I get.

    .

     

     

                              

     

  • It ‘s always said that the business in china can not go far without govermental policy.

    Let’s put the complcated relationship aside.

    I want to share my personal idea whether right or not.

    Now ,just listen to me.

    As a report said that chinese favorable balance of trade is inceasing promply, but a certain a mount of cold money is sliping out,clod money which means the money comes for establishment.

    However, the stock market is not so clear bull or bear, but we have a strong feeling that our stock market will shine again in a not far future.through the positive assumption, I do think there’s affluent money in china which is waiting for chances to make a big deal.

    The official upper and lower limits fluctuation acted like a guard that the financial field in china will stay in a comparative stable period.

    Let ‘s go back to real estate ,which is a hot topic these day.

    I think the price won’t go very high, but the price in big city ,eg ,shanghai and beijing, won’t go down. Beacause there are prospective consumers there, on the other hand ,the value of metepolice’s land won’t fall for the policy.

    So I think it’s a good choice in investing land for business use, for instance  we can build a building that we have office and departmant .

    Let’s go and see~

  • the weather is so nice these days that i enjoy the time staying alone.

    i did some listenning exercises ,i found  the speed of taking note was the key point.

    i have no idea how to solve?

    god blessed me .

  • 超好吃的牛肉面

    在虹口足球场附近,有一家叫“三商品福”的牛肉面,推荐程度一百percent!

    香浓的汤底,没味精,感觉上加了点中药;牛肉的量比他打出来招牌的还要多,想象一下一般的广告,他没一点欺骗以外,还能给你额外的惊喜;至于面的本身,我觉得有下功夫去做。汤,肉,面的完美平衡!

    店内装修也不错,适合约会~

    韩国菜系列

    学校附近有相当多的韩国菜馆

    当中有各种不同口味

    适合不同的群体

    土大力

    好奇怪的一个名字,大概是来自韩国名字的中文译名

    不过和一般的韩国菜馆不一样的是

    这个店没有很时尚的装修。

    强烈推荐,炒年糕和冷面。

    这个店的菜相对而言是比较辣的

    但是,出品能有很奇妙的吸引力

    最神奇的是冷面

    吃上取是冷的,可是过一下下,全身就热血沸腾起来了,

    加上清爽的配菜和有韧性的荞麦面,特别在冬天,感觉非常独特。

    高句丽

    秉承决不脱离时尚的感觉,这个店的平均水平受到大家的一致赞许

    个人觉得非常适合陌生人之间的约会,

    那里的气氛很适宜哦~

    推荐石锅拌饭,虽然很多店都有

    甚至很多非专业韩国料理也有,

    但这一家,暂时使我吃过最好吃的。

    值得一提的是,吃的时候要把料都搅在一起

    卖相相对来说不是太好,不过味道绝佳!

    阿姨的家

    他的特色炒年糕绝对是一绝!

    秘密在于年糕本身的质地很特别,

    比一般的年糕来的要大块头,

    吃起来也很粘。

    具体有兴趣的话,一定要试试看。

    甜品200%

      

    beard papa

    不但在上海,广州等大城市都有。

    即做的日式泡芙,推荐朱古力味,

    轻柔的cream加上chocolate~

    perfect!不过,不同的店面,做出来的东西却有很大的差别,

    上海的同学推荐徐家汇太平洋地下的,不过有可能要排队哦~

    本菜鸟抱着为美食献身的精神,吃了不少,众姊妹要节制哦。

    dairy queen

    美国的雪糕品牌,是相当好吃~

    推荐有朱古力的,非常完美的一对

    据说在人民广场新世界下面的那家给的分量最多。

    有兴趣的话,就去哪家吧~

  • yellow and green

    2006-08-01

    yellow & green

    在大家的眼中可能只是很普通的两种色彩

    但是

    有个很平凡的故事是我对这两种颜色

    有不同的理解

     

    不知道你有没有那种很迷恋一个明星

    或者是一类型东西的经验

    你的爱好变成了你生活的中心

    理所当然的

    你的好朋友同样是发烧友

    令大家更亲近了

     

    有一天

    在图书馆找到了本星座书

    上面说

    你得幸运色是黄色

    我的是绿色

    当时的潮流还没有

    黄色佩绿色这种搭配

    不过就是因为一时的迷信

    让我爱上了这两种颜色

     

    我们的高中生活真的很无趣

    背负的沉重的压力

    加上我又不是那种很幽默的人

    她和我一起的时候

    我们就会计划回家要去什么地方吃吃喝喝

     

    星座书的话语

    变成了我们的口头禅

    不过颜色的话语并没有太在意

    那次回家

    我们去超市买汽水

    哈日狂

    看见限量版的fata

    on sale

    哪里会错过

    在彩虹的海洋里

    她选了杨桃味的

    我选了蜜瓜味的

    黄色和绿色再次相逢

    Dramatically

    虽然

    yellow & green 

    没大红大紫

    但是很好那纪录了我们的友谊

     

    很多人怀疑过我们的友谊

    但是

    我们证明了

    友谊好像色彩一样

    是一种

    感觉

    不知道为什么

    可是很舒服

     

    现在我们分开了

    在不同的地方继续我们的人生

    在我们最耀眼的时刻

    在我们的命运之

    我知道

    一切都会想好的方向的

     

    一个人在空荡荡的房间

    好想念

    奶茶和百力滋

    还有

    当然是my best friend

    我也不知道为什么

    来到上海就找不到那种知己

    或者是你太好了

    所以对其他人的要求就提高了

    所以现在情愿一个人无聊

    也不愿意在一群人里面无聊

    yellow & green

    w-inds

    统一奶茶

    固力果百力滋

    JUNO

     

     

     

  • day sucks

    2006-05-25

    can you imagine having more than 27 hours classes a week~

    it 's so frustrated that i nearly lose my temper that i feel lost.

    but so many friends cheer me up!

    i won;t give up!

    i don't care what will be ,i wll streghen up and go foraward.

    fighting~~~~

  • pomp of life

    2006-05-20

    i just saw a film about sexual view of westen university students.

    that's so wierd to me.

    i think that is indicated many psycological fild's issue which deepen inside.

    they pursue individual reliability regardless what may cost them.

    they are so bold to have a try or i may say to make adventures.

    we have stunning imbalance between reality and imagination that make us despaired,

    but we are unwilling to venture .

    because we are afraid to lose ,we are afraid there won't be anythings in return after

    all we forgo.

    it's spiffy that we get anythings we want.

    however

    our awesome  god won't care the dropouts.

    life is always unbelivable that miracles happen all the time.

    i think i should have metamophisis which just like from caterpillar to butterfly.

    the look of our future is depend our portry.

    i know i am not sort of smart or wise.

    but i do think i can be elite in our society with my effort.

    it's not easy to make decision which maks life coherently fution.

    i want to be grit .

    i can overcome loniness,tension,anxiousness with my cognitive notion.

    never give up !!!

    and there's pomp of life not far away~ 

  • freak out

    2006-05-03

    the day sucks

    'caz i started to feel a liitle lonely and disappointed.

    though i know why

    and i just want to be over all these diffcaulties!

    i want to be passionate,

    i belive i have the potential that becomes a outstanding woman .

    when  i stayed on net i found most of my high schoolmates are outside.

    they arrange activities for themselves, while i just face the computer and crack up snacks.

    i know what i do is commit suiside that i am a pity ,fat lady with kind of autism.

    oh ,i don't want to be like that.

    everything just let it be ,

    have a good time

    i'd like to

    it's all beacause of the fucking 537 bus which freaks me out.

    i don't want to go home by myself!

    sorry for using bad word.

     

    http://lovearoma.blogbus.com/files/1146649114.jpg 

  • summer sky

    2006-05-03

    beanch,sunshine,bikini.....

    what's the most approperate icon?

    may be there're different answers from different person.

    i have complicated emotion to summer

    for the ambious sunshine makes my skin dark,

    but the energetic atmosphere offers me power.

    generally, i love summer.

    there're unpredicable showers

    giving everything short naps that you have to stop.

    that's so nice.

    i know many people don't like that trouble weather that wet.

    imagine...

    in the rainfall like space,the person you love is holding your hands trys to protect

    you from every prossible harm.

    no matter what happen to you ,

    you determine to stay with him  summing up the feeling now.

    it's so steamy~

    i think it's i can be a good novelist

    being alone is another kind of romactic

    eat whatever i like careless others' opinion

    the weakest point is afraid of love songs

  • i don't care you like me or not.

    i want you know how much i care for you,though it's late to say so.

    you don't even talk to me .

    it's ok.

    you have to focus on another girl.

    but i don't know waht happen?

    you broke up?

    no !i don't think so.

    i know i am silly to consern about the things about you.

    i just automatically do .

    perhaps i loved you.

    you are deep inside my heart acting like shadow that i can't without sunshine.

    but so long

    for your happy

  • aiko

    2006-05-01

    "aiko"

    is a japanese name

    it has a meaninful character.

    it means "love".

    the weather in shanghai is getting hotter.

    the city is kind of sophisticated that you must be tough enough to face emergencies.

    there are so many Skyscrapers that you may forget the starry nights for having not seen it .

    in my deep heart ,i belive in love which feels like cozy hug .

    since i can't get anything recently,i force myself to stop thinking of it.

    i find it do work.

    as time past,i think i will be a tough woman.

    running big business,bossing around,staying alone

    am i a pity creature?

    i don't know.

    but i do trust that god controls the wheel,waht i should do is be myself.

  • this conversation is widely use when we greet with someone we are familar with.

    i feel great to have you guys as presistent surpporter in my weak moment.

    i am a delicate girl,especially in terms of emotional aspect.

    i know i  don't wanna be a tough woman,'caz i think i enjoy being treasured.

    you know,i can get anything in my situation now.

    i want to be the leader of  my group of association regardness the protential hell it will be

    i'v gotta get it.

    i know i will feel frustrated if i lose the case, i know i dedicated part of my heart to it.

    though at the very moment ,i didn't think much about reward that someday becomes a leader.

    but the group is indeed in disaster,it lets me know the relationship with everybody is impromtant.

    "no man is an island"

    if i want to be a welcomed girl,i should learn things through every singal task.

    cooperation ,respectation,toughness is improtant electment in doing things.

    i'd like to be success,so i would like to get out of the box.

    there will be a long holiday,i think i must stay on my own most of time.

    so one asked me why not take part in the former classmates to tent and i may have a good time.

    i don't want to do so in my initial reaction,i am kind of inconfident being with them.

    i did't know why,but i get it later.

    i felt the different from our psycological brief,we are individules who have our own backgrouds.it's tough to say which one is right or wrong.

    but i am longing for some one who can understand me fully with gentle feeling,i am ready for falling in love anytime.

    come on and find me .

    yep

    i will be writing down my notes here,to share with my fellow.

  • cherry's answer

    2006-04-15

    “我是个吃饭吃到条裤都有的人”

    大头虾,NO1~

    星期四个阵请左两个friends去吃韩国菜

    吃到件外套变口水肩

    所谓 的乐极生悲

    可能是我太无聊,

    我很认真地观察那些占据眼球的樱花

    英文樱花好像就是cherry

    和樱桃一样

    而挂在树梢上的樱花轻垂下来的感觉

    就好像樱桃开了花~

  • windy day,today~

    steamy moment,starry~

    风过之处,摆出胜利pose的樱花花瓣弥漫在空中

    我觉得

    这秒钟是她一辈子中最美的时刻

    我说

    她们把那条小路装点像婚礼的现场

    超幸福,浪漫啊

    今日还有一个奇遇

    漫天飘着

    白色的蒲公英

    后来证实是柳穗

    很神奇,有做梦的感觉

    虽然是视觉上的享受

    但是我的皮肤开始一起超越平凡

    这一切仍然

    令我觉得

    我过得很幸福

    虽然兼职见工失败

    感情空白

    学习没大进展

    我会努力地去争取的

    因为我知道 你们看住我

    我会坚强的,出色的,

    大概因为和各种各样的花起了共鸣吧~

  • thanks to the Lord

    2006-04-09

    今天是星期天,上帝规定休息的一天~

    好久没有去做礼拜,好久没祈祷,内心开始有点罪恶感,我看我有成为基督徒的潜质吧。

    这是candy's party的处女篇

    我想再度祝福我所关心的人和事

    首先  虽然离得很远,但感觉却在身旁的妈妈

    要好好照顾自己~   相信着未来,相信我,你要努力!

    利且都会顺利的

    第二  加拿大的海豹

    上两个星期我看了报道说 为了贵妇人身上的皮草

    连任在胎中的小海豹也不放过 染红的冰床也为他们流泪

    化作永远伤心的泪水 与海水为人类所做所为致以哀悼

    希望上帝保佑这些没有依靠的生灵~

    第三 所有在上海的广东人

    陌生的城市 慢慢变得熟悉

    尽管总有点不尽人意 可是托你的福气

    我过得很好 至少我很快乐,很简单地快乐着

    我希望 我过得不好的同乡都能像我 收到你的眷顾

    保守这些离开了父母的孩子~

    来了上海差不多个半学期了

    总体感觉和我对浴室的感觉差不多

    恐惧,无奈,接受,习以为常

    看似 是个很麻木的过程

    的确 人会因为环境而改变

    一切都很有规律 正如春去秋来

    但正是因为生活得平凡 会更容易被感动

    比刺绣更美的花朵 装满枝头

    飘散下来的 铺在地上的 粉红

    以前的我很喜欢幻想 喜欢在自己的文字里留下种种伤春哀秋

    如若还像以前那样 不知道会怎么样

    我觉得一切生活上的困难都可以凭借精神后盾支持

    所以朋友在我心目中的分量

    就像甜品里面的白砂糖一样

    少了

    就没有味道 或者也根本不能叫甜品了

    但是 现在即使我发现

    我最喜欢的学姐对我也很不信任

    我竟然可以从她的角度去考虑我对她有可能的伤害

    我自己都觉得难以置信

    现在我觉得 朋友对我来说

    像糖果 令生活有各种美妙的幸福

    可多了 人会发胖 会依赖~

    就先到这里

    上课去