REALITY DEPENDS ON THE POINTS OF VIEW FROM PEOPLE。

I MET A HARD TIME CURRENTLY THAT MADE ME THINK LIKE AN ADULT FACING PRESSURE FROM DIFFERENT ASPECTS.I WAS KICKED OUT FROM THE ASSOCIATION WHICH I EXPOSED MYSELF 100% ON IT.THE MOMENT I GOT TO KNOW THIS NEWS , I JUST FELT FROZEN WITHOUT ANY SO-CALLED REATION IN MY BRAIN.I CAN GET WHY I WAS DUMPED LIKE TRASH.BUT I ADJUSTED MY EMOTIONS BY AVOIDING THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING RELATED TO IT.

KEEPING MYSELF DEVOICED OF REALITY, I COULD NOT SAY BYE TO MY SINCERE FRIENDS WHO CARED ABOUT ME SO MUCH, THOUGH I FELT A BIT OF HURT FROM THEIR QUESTIONS ABOUT WHY I FAILED TO STAY IN THE ASSOCIATION. THANKS TO YOUR LOVE FOR PERKING ME UP, I WILL BEHAVE LIKE WHAT I AM AS I ALWAYS BE.

I THINK ABOUT THE REASON WHY I WAS REFUSED. IT’S COMPLICATED TO GUESS OTHERS’ MINDS THAT I WAS TRAPPED FIRSST WHICH MADE ME SO UPSET.I STEP UP FOR EVERY TASKS REGARDLESS HOW HARD IT MEANT TO ME. I TREATED EACH OF MY COLLEAGES WITH MY TRUE HEART.WERE I DOING SOMETHING THAT MADE THE NEW CHAIRPERSON ANNOYED?I CANN’T STOP MYSELF FROM THINKING STAFFS LIKE THESE. I WAS TOTALY COMFUSED BY THIS SO-CALLED REALITY.

HOWEVER，I CAME TO BE CONCIOUS THAT THINGS WERE SEEMED CLEAR.THE MATTER OF IMPOSSIBILITES TO CHANGE GAVE ME INSPRIATION THAT ALL I CAN DO WAS TO ACCEPT AND WENT ON MY LIFE. IT’S WORTHLESS THINKING ABOUT THINGS HAD BEEN .THIS THRORY IS COMMONLY RECOGNIZED BUT HARD TO PUT INTO PRACTISE.

FOR EXAPLE, MY AFFECTION TO A PERSON WHO HAD GIVEN UP ME INVESTS IN VAIN, BUT I FEEL COMFORTABLE TO FANTASY. IS IT STUPID? MAYBE. SOWHAT~

I GET TO KNOW AND GIVE HIM UP, THEN ANOTHER GOES ON TO LOVE ME. WHAT I WANT IS BEING WITH PERSON WHO I LIKE. IS THAT MEANT FALLING IN LOVE? IF YOU SEE IT IN REALITY, THERE IS NOTHING ABOUT LOVE WITHOUT YOUR TRUE FEELING. I HAVE SOMEONE TO CHERISH, BUT I DON’T WANT TO HOLD HIM AS MINE. SO THE CONCLUDTION IS EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU.

    I WISH YOU CAN FIND YOUR HEART FELT LOVE AND THE REALITY IN YOUR LIFE.

1．  食堂通风系统有待改善，我在食堂全程都被浓重的油烟味熏得全程神志不清，虽然这是使人对饭菜产生幻觉的好方法，可长久下去治标不治本啊~

2．  员工服务态度过于认真，我安静的全程有不同的工作者在我身旁穿长而过，拍苍蝇的尤为投入，差一点点就拍到我的书上，不过当然小苍蝇是逃不过的了，遇上这么尽责的工作者，就认了吧.

3．  灯光亮度与阳光取得了不错的平衡，因为坐在玻璃的旁边，所以全程都享受着阳光的恩赐，所以以玻璃为外墙的却是节电的好措施，值得赞扬。

4。思想面貌在不断提高，下午清洁工作完毕后，一众人员整齐的聚拢到一起，接受领导的爱国主义教育，要如何更好的为教师和学生服务，不过天天开这样的会也只有现在的成效，那值得检讨一下。

真的无心向学，好好休息了几天，尝试让自己多接触外面的世界，机缘巧合，认识了一群很友好的人，还有一个广东的学长。不知道是不是压抑太久了，和他讲了超多的东西，搞到我开始有点不好意思，好像给他带来了点麻烦。对他有点愧疚之外，觉得心情好了好多了，可能同我放下了一件背了六年的包袱有关吧。调整好心情，明天开始新一轮的学习~

明天要去饭堂占各有利位置，你看，饭堂还有抢位置，真的~

昨天是所谓三十八年一度的一年两次的鹊桥重见，所以决定不再就在宿舍里面，到外面世界看看。跟着寝室里我的小室长见识一下她的滑轮世界，但我又不想惹上什么麻烦，所以我没有戴眼镜，没有化妆，没有换衣服，就跟着去复旦了。其实校园里真的很安静，那中校园专属的气息，我就在一片模糊的浪漫中享受光华楼奢侈的明亮。

不经不觉，十点钟到了，那耀眼的灯光熄灭了，换了个场地，我的心情依然很雀跃。革命性时间来临，我们的主角出现，因为我看东西都是以砣为单位，所以他就是一坨会说话的东西而已。他以一般电影情节里面的搭讪桥段出现，对话就是那种反派不正当的语气，我一路闪避，最后他递给我一张有“办证”两大字的卡片，原来他把他的名字和电话号码

写在上面。

以后女生去复旦要小心啊！

Today is Chinese valentines which is a special day for lovers, but today is also the birthday of a precious friend of mine.

Enjoy, you all!

I think a lot about a person who is so far away, and I become realized what love meant to me.

Love is the feeling you want to cherish someone, regardless whoever and whenever he or she is. Though it’s unnecessarily holding this emotion on a person abiding in my life, it’s hard to let the affection go in a short period.

 Being emotional animal which spins off substantial imagination over trifles, I want to get rid of this stupid behavior that I can get back to normal trace. However, I do think it’s absolutely too sophisticated to do so. When the ambivalent stuff comes to me, lame excuses appear to let me sink in the profound morose.

The sensation deep in my heart is operating furtively which will now bother you anymore, but every moment involving you will be well preserved without hesitation.

Hey, take care.

可能就是所谓的

人懒病

睡醒又想再睡

可能身体虚弱的时候

心理也不怎么健全

看到有个朋友对自己很灰心

想与世隔绝的去好好学习

觉得心快要碎

穿高跟鞋穿到两只脚好像在打补丁

鼓励自己说：这样可以漂亮些

涂药的时候想，现在痛了，以后就可以以另一种海拔去看世界

自己的事可以用我愚蠢的视角去看

但是对于那些我很在乎的人

我却没有能力带给他们我低俗的快乐

很感激这段时间曾经夸我普通话的

各位帅哥美女

下次有空

在夸夸我的英文

准备好噢

 I bought a pair of high heel this Monday.

I belive that I need something to cheer me up, it may work.

However, it brought me something rather than the feeling of mature.

There are six blisters on my feet which is weird and ungly.

Mum told me this was a natual period of the beauty-persuit ,so I had to go through it.

It’s not a big deal ~

But it is still very hurt.

I went to buy some bread in breadtalk where located in raffles departmant store.

I was so thrilled for tasting the break I am longing for a long time.

It was supposed to be a special part describing how fantastic it was.

However, after finishing them all, I found kinds of deceived feeling came up to me..

It’s said that if something imported to china, it always transforms into another things.

P&g , a house-known toliet products brand, use successful marketing stractigies to get

Chinese consumers’ agree, however, comparing with the same product from china and abord,

Chinese one is obviously tertiary.

May be there is a tips for foreign investors,

 good locaton and porpuse marketing can make

You lots of money.