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THE CEREMONY OF REALITY

REALITY DEPENDS ON THE POINTS OF VIEW FROM PEOPLE。

I MET A HARD TIME CURRENTLY THAT MADE ME THINK LIKE AN ADULT FACING PRESSURE FROM DIFFERENT ASPECTS.I WAS KICKED OUT FROM THE ASSOCIATION WHICH I EXPOSED MYSELF 100% ON IT.THE MOMENT I GOT TO KNOW THIS NEWS , I JUST FELT FROZEN WITHOUT ANY SO-CALLED REATION IN MY BRAIN.I CAN GET WHY I WAS DUMPED LIKE TRASH.BUT I ADJUSTED MY EMOTIONS BY AVOIDING THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING RELATED TO IT.

KEEPING MYSELF DEVOICED OF REALITY, I COULD NOT SAY BYE TO MY SINCERE FRIENDS WHO CARED ABOUT ME SO MUCH, THOUGH I FELT A BIT OF HURT FROM THEIR QUESTIONS ABOUT WHY I FAILED TO STAY IN THE ASSOCIATION. THANKS TO YOUR LOVE FOR PERKING ME UP, I WILL BEHAVE LIKE WHAT I AM AS I ALWAYS BE.

I THINK ABOUT THE REASON WHY I WAS REFUSED. IT’S COMPLICATED TO GUESS OTHERS’ MINDS THAT I WAS TRAPPED FIRSST WHICH MADE ME SO UPSET.I STEP UP FOR EVERY TASKS REGARDLESS HOW HARD IT MEANT TO ME. I TREATED EACH OF MY COLLEAGES WITH MY TRUE HEART.WERE I DOING SOMETHING THAT MADE THE NEW CHAIRPERSON ANNOYED?I CANN’T STOP MYSELF FROM THINKING STAFFS LIKE THESE. I WAS TOTALY COMFUSED BY THIS SO-CALLED REALITY.

HOWEVER，I CAME TO BE CONCIOUS THAT THINGS WERE SEEMED CLEAR.THE MATTER OF IMPOSSIBILITES TO CHANGE GAVE ME INSPRIATION THAT ALL I CAN DO WAS TO ACCEPT AND WENT ON MY LIFE. IT’S WORTHLESS THINKING ABOUT THINGS HAD BEEN .THIS THRORY IS COMMONLY RECOGNIZED BUT HARD TO PUT INTO PRACTISE.

FOR EXAPLE, MY AFFECTION TO A PERSON WHO HAD GIVEN UP ME INVESTS IN VAIN, BUT I FEEL COMFORTABLE TO FANTASY. IS IT STUPID? MAYBE. SOWHAT~

I GET TO KNOW AND GIVE HIM UP, THEN ANOTHER GOES ON TO LOVE ME. WHAT I WANT IS BEING WITH PERSON WHO I LIKE. IS THAT MEANT FALLING IN LOVE? IF YOU SEE IT IN REALITY, THERE IS NOTHING ABOUT LOVE WITHOUT YOUR TRUE FEELING. I HAVE SOMEONE TO CHERISH, BUT I DON’T WANT TO HOLD HIM AS MINE. SO THE CONCLUDTION IS EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU.

    I WISH YOU CAN FIND YOUR HEART FELT LOVE AND THE REALITY IN YOUR LIFE.